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 On the 10th of November if came a short front announcement:

If everything looks good.  He is considerable OK, and also not at all terribly.  Already what.

It is terribly hot... water runs to me since 6 o'clock in the morning already under it.  Everywhere no problem is on-line without cable...!!!!

Now only quite fast a message... then he pulls me on the racecourse, today there a running is and I should get to know immediately a few people.  Later or tomorrow more.  I lack you... if we yet our daily chat could hold... sigh...

Then financially we must talk he has said... tonight.  Does everything go well with you?  I announce me then again.

Great kiss

Firm embrace

And COMPLETELY A LOT OF THANK-YOU for the dear card

C...

 On the 11/12/2007, she wrote:

Hy sweetness.

Now my husband completely spins.  Now he supposes that I publish books under the name of my mother.  *smile*

Of no sex, stuff this time, but esotericism and new ways to the religion.

They the next mail.

Here it goes so far.  He wants to transfer money from the Lie - account.  Let’s see, when this comes true.

It is fervently fervently hot.  Dreadfully.

Now I also know, why gets up around 4 o’clock. In the stable make around 6 o’clock the Morning work with the horses, because later it is too hot.  I go along there, however, not, but turn me over again.

Has Carl expressed himself to the link?  ANY reaction?

Now even came the Housekeeper here... quite an amusing one.  She is Virgin called- chocolate brown islander.

Now we go in the town, show to me everything, but I do not feel like it, actually.  What I have to do there, there it is certainly even hotter.

Nevertheless, the entire same if he absolutely means.

Forum goes also quite well... and your pregnancy stripes have met big approval *ggg*

Let embrace, I miiiiiiiiiiiiis you.

Kiss

C....

Then news came only again in the 11/15/2008, after I did not react especially well, even very annoyed, because the rubbish of her husband did me not interest.

 From: C...  R...

In: 'RN'

Sent: Thursday, 15th of November 2007 13:22

Subject: Update

Good morning … with you is already midday.

Therefore, nonsense, you accept not the details of the arrangement that I to you wants to say.  Maaahhhh...

Of course say I you everything.  Nevertheless, knows eh.

If gives anyhow no arrangement.  He wants just that I live with him.  Partly in Barbados, partly in Europe.

No multimillionaire, but a few millions already.

On Tuesday he has said... you require a car if you want sometimes alone where.  In the afternoon, we have gone to the car dealer and half an hour later he has bought for me a new car for 38,000 euros, without many circumstances.

He gives me 2000 euros in the month for Pl...  stein because I cannot work if I am with him.  I have wanted only in 1500, but he has said, in 2000 are better than is some elbowroom, even if my Mamma what need.

Moreover, when we were in the city, he has asked me permanently, wants what, and needs what... with every boutique, every shoe store, and other stores.  But I go rather only... the next week if the new car there is... with his credit card of course *laugh*

 I am a lot with in the stable, and on the racecourse in the training, organises a few small things and it gives pleasure to me.

In the stable everybody is very nice, from the racing manager about the Jockeys up to the horse groom, and with the horses feel fine I me anyhow.

 I take right now a few photos... send I then to you.

Actually, it goes well to me.  This mad pressure with the money is away and I relax me slowly.

And so badly, he is not at all.  Therefore, I mine in terms of sex.  He wants to cuddle a lot and cuddle... should be right to me.  Maybe it does not go also because of the age any more so often... what for me is also right.

Then he has already pointed me a lot from the island.  Super cool beaches.

Moreover, we were in some to quite great restaurants.  Knows yet, so completely by the sea, everything openly built and tasty food.  Though pork-expensive, but wonderfully.  He is not so stingy already.

If I could nevertheless talk only with you, everything this, I cannot write at all

If I sometimes alone to live am, and it is not too late with you then try I it sometimes, stupid time difference.

Nevertheless, maybe we must activate the Skype again.  Besides, though I have no Headset, however, one can buy.

I lack you in such a way.  He has asked me whether I remain until the middle of December, then he also flies back, and I have said yes.

Then remain I to Christmas in Pl...  stein, come then to you and just afterwards to Lie......stein Or even better I go only to Lie..., deposit my stuff there and come from there to you.  Anyhow so just.

And with you?  Is there news?  Oh I would love to you blether.

Now it is nearly a half eight here and we go around to order accessories for new paddocks.  Then in the stable and then shopping.

Then see.

I lack you thus....  I embrace quite quite firmly.

Greet Ronald nicely

C...

 On the same day:

Hello, you love.

What you want here with me, I cannot offer you this luxury, not even a guest-room.

However, I have not earned now this sentence.  Nevertheless, you know exactly how much I me on a meeting with yourself is glad.  Not on a coffee in Zurich, but a few days with you, to sit together, blether, eat, and just all this clarifies what we always with each other have.

What has changed then in it now?

Nevertheless, he knows that I want to be Christmas at home and then with you.

In addition, nevertheless, of course we can also call up so.  He must be just at a convenient time outside.  Otherwise, I cannot talk properly.

Whether this has a future, I do not know.  However, at the moment for me it is simply the only opportunity.  Clear I would prefer else, but better in such a way, as the whole drama what would come now, with house auction etc.

Leave me, nevertheless, not only, you are however, thus one damn important person for me, and I love you so much.

Moreover, otherwise, nevertheless, I have nobody (now listen I to me already like the W...)

 Now here it is five afternoons and, finally, it becomes better with the heat.

I sit there and am really sad.  What you there writes it hurt likes hell.

Nevertheless, this type is not more important than you are.  Nevertheless, at the moment I can make nothing else than me thus through the life fretten (to plod along).  Badly enough.

And close the forum?  Please, please this does not act.  Why then?

Nevertheless, we take, nevertheless, pleasure thus, or not?

I squeeze quite firmly.

Sleep well, and until tomorrow.

Kiss

C...

 

Then nothing more, naturally I have once again written, now already a little more vigorously.  Since those, her silly procedure very known was to me thus I also sent her an E-Card in hope to be able to save something else.  Wrong thought- My goodness - which conclusion…

 Answer came in the 11/24/2007:

Hy you loves.  Email goes again and I immediately wanted to write.

However, am in hectic rush because today racing day is, and I have to go on the racecourse with the horses.

Come back late, but tomorrow is free, and then call I you.

Thank you thank you thank you for the dear card.  Nevertheless, there is nothing to forgive.  I hope very much that all only one misunderstanding was.  I love you however, thus.

Tomorrow, we have a gab about.

I embrace.

See you later.

C...

She has not called and I have remained open in vain night after night - because of 5-hour time movement-.

And now I knew why: CaroL.  the Jockette had come and she has set off immediately on them.

Therefore, I have called, first read it deny them.  However, called back immediately and informed me tersely, she would have just now CaroL.  she must satisfy the old person also and thereby no time.  Of course would have lain to her with me, but I should see please that she would have begun a new life where old friendship has no more place.  Nevertheless, in the end, she must look that she gets used to the work, everything would belong once to her.  I would be envious only of the luxury and the money.  Because she now who on B. is and itself everything can perform.

We had a terrible quarrel and then I have hung up, in addition, because of this vulgarities nearly one nervous breakdown.

My son -  who is such a lovely person - meant, nevertheless, I should call once more, maybe would be all only one misunderstanding, this was in the 11/29/2007 What I also did, unfortunately.  The young Ridergirlie was on the phone and itself - astonishing manner into GERMAN LANGUAGE - with the following text, announced:

„Here speaks the Catholic man's crematory, you want to be also burnt! “

I was shocked and demanded C. to be able to speak - on which the conversation was by the girl finished.  I was in the opinion that C. would recall immediately and explain everything as a pleasantry.  However, there I was wrong, no word, no phone, no mail  - nothing more!  With it, every communication was them this friendship could have saved finished.

This time I did not want to be the silly and accept quietly these insults and devaluation of my person.  I had said her, if she became back-due again, what would happen!

Oh, yes it is a wonderful island