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if is no a problem, she would still receive about 15,000€ of a big motorcycle company and then it would go well to her again.

However, only short time later, she told me completely horrified, Ka... would be gone bankrupt and she would have lost.  But beside that, I am about the motorcycle sport not especially well informed.  Nevertheless, such a big group should go bankrupt already surprised me, sure at this moment in Japan, the economic situation was weak, so I thought her.  Why not?  All is everything possibly.  Maybe I wanted to believe it, I had them, nevertheless, with pleasure and of course compassion.  Nevertheless, I liked her.  Fact was that I have been silly and naïve, I know this only today.  Then has a new sound into our friendship crept.  She wrote, and more and more often she says me, as nicely they would have me, I am the only person for them in the world.  In addition, I should never leave them.  I have laughed … I have shut to 60 and have portioned out none erotically acceptation.  How I have disgraced myself.  Besides, I have existed with trips always on separate rooms, even if has cost me more.  Nevertheless, I stand suture badly.

Would it have had to strike me that the receptionist in Regensburg has held us for a pair?  Afterwards looks, probably she has C. known.

Would have to me her friend to whom she has introduced me when must strike what she was?  Since this person pressed was, for a visit in a known beer bar of the town, in a narrow short leather rock, blouse with deep cutting, mesh stockings, and High-Heels.  The bleached mane highly backcombed.  Yes, it would probably have, but, to the sense, it has not come to me.

Therefore, C. was incomprehensible on working search ..und for me; because I found with 50 right away a great job, they found nobody.  Supposedly, she was too highly qualified in the marketing and tourism area.  She travelled in Germany, Austria and Switzerland, also sometimes to Italy to present herself.  Only … predominantly to the weekend and mostly with the supposed top entrepreneurs to the personal interview loaded.  Today I do not know around mine understandable naivety.  Since when I asked them once where she had then the big managers of this world here, she confessed to me that them there and because would be enrolled and would request everybody around work.  Sometimes she has passed on to me such inquiries and now I knew as if they went forward 

Moreover, she confessed to me that she would search predominantly in Internet chat rooms and Dating sides.  Now I am certainly no moralist, or pass the facts of the life, however, I have not liked it.  Particularly because I have received at the age of 50 years one more super job, so did I not understand it that should receive anybody with such qualifications, young and clever, by the usual route?  Supposedly, however, she would already have written 800 applications, nothing was present I did not want to understand and had searched myself for them.  Which disgrace!

 Preciseley why she searched about Dating Buzz and Parship and other Internetsides.  Her approach was always the same one.  Sometimes I have even laughed, e-mails had all correspondent texts: The profile, e-mails, the mode of expression, the words: Caro-Caro, Tesoro mio ….Then came the stories over the broken water pump of her house, the mortgage rates which would be due oil invoices them.  Yes, she would need a job, but of course would be severe and how big the affection is already which she already feels to the respective competition.  Therefore, she found Norbert Marco-Thomas and many other.  I was first stunned and horrified, I said her that they would sell.  However, she knew me always to calms, nevertheless, it would be only short time to them, finally, and a work would have.  On my question why she would take the money not at the supermarket or be a matter cleaning, I would have made this, she believed, in addition she is too highly qualified.

What dementia, but I had to take note of it.  She is work-shy, did not become conscious by me, this came only much later

In the meantime, I know that she does not want to work at all and never wanted.

A regular income she did not have, her old-age insurance had she dissolved and in October 2006 her financial situation was very bad, because she could not land a big coup.  Supposedly, with her piled up the reminders and the letters of the debt collection agencies.  Of course, I have helped, but I am not rich and the frame was limited.  I have declared my allowances always as presents, then one has to do somebody badly still goes offend?  I was not able to do this, because, unfortunately, I liked them. 
For my 60th birthday, 10/5/2006 I invited them to myself to Austria, paid the journey and gave away to her as for the rest money, however, was touched very unpleasantly when she went off me, to Vienna to a supposed interview with a responsible of ORF (Festival ItaliaMia).

 Then she almost managed too late to the railway station and I was to me what had run again.  In addition, here from work no more speech was … Unfortunately, I have closed my eyes before to all.

In the middle of October she has to know in Dating Buzz an Austrian who lived there for many years.  With all same tricks she made him invite them, he paid the flight and in spite of my objections, her problems would not free themselves by vacation in Africa, she accepted the invitation, because supposedly she expected, in addition, still an especially good job, and flew - not without insurance, she would love me as the only person - from.

Skype talks

[10/16/2006 8:17:52 PM]  Co...: Also, shriek!!!!!!!  now the South Africa spiv calls again....

[10/16/2006 8:18:06 PM]  Charlotte: terribly

[10/16/2006 8:18:14 PM]  Charlotte: understand the A... nothing?

[10/16/2006 8:19:39 PM]  Co...:.I does not believe I am so nice, I am so great... any more there does not think he.

[10/16/2006 8:20:12 PM]  Charlotte: crazy

[10/16/2006 8:20:17 PM]  Co...: just is not right...  I am soooooo importantly... this he still thinks

[10/16/2006 8:21:12 PM]  Charlotte: lackaffe (give) is right word

[10/16/2006 8:21:27 PM]  Charlotte: then smartly to him to devil if he cannot be useful to you

[10/16/2006 8:22:17 PM]  Co...: if I only to get a chance to speak *smile*he talks without sharp and without comma

[10/16/2006 8:22:35 PM]  Charlotte: write it, nevertheless, maybe he can read

[10/16/2006 8:42:09 PM]  Co...: dumdidum... always smile…  I listen in this moment the Climate-terms in South Africa

[10/16/2006 8:49:17 PM]  Charlotte: well

[10/16/2006 8:49:22 PM]  Charlotte: pick up some warm cloths

[10/16/2006 8:49:42 PM]  Co...: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

[10/16/2006 8:49:55 PM]  Charlotte: then a little bit summery

[10/16/2006 8:50:21 PM]  Co...: and a sharp knife

[10/17/2006 6:08:24 PM]  Charlotte: Hello sweetness, are you already on the way to South Africa?

I heard until the end of November 2006 nothing from her, to them me unexpectedly she called is there again.  There one would have waited only for them.  The man is very nice and … he has given her 10,000€ simply in such a way, so that she must have no more worries, Dr. E.Web... would want to marry them, however, this would not be possible, a great job would be offered to her and she has to go before Christmas again after Saturday.

Skype talks:

12/15/2006 10:24:49 PM] Co...: moment asks I argue me with erhard... already knows what I just provoke...

[12/15/2006 10:24:58 PM]  Charlotte: gggg

[12/15/2006 10:25:19 PM]  Co...: I ruin to me just everything

[12/15/2006 10:25:32 PM] Charlotte: mausi, I had this feeling

[12/15/2006 10:25:41 PM]  Charlotte: come with me after rich in Frank laugh

[12/15/2006 10:43:36 PM]  Co...: so... now believe I its ending

[12/15/2006 10:43:46 PM]  Charlotte: really?

[12/15/2006 10:43:50 PM]  Co....: hmmm

[12/15/2006 10:44:08 PM]  Charlotte: what’s has you acted sweetens and pourquoi?

[12/15/2006 10:44:12 PM]  Co...: I have simply hung up

[12/15/2006 10:44:35 PM]  Charlotte: I squeeze sometimes quite firmly, but somewhere I have known this

[12/15/2006 10:44:56 PM]  Co...: now I have to me everything spoiled

[12/15/2006 10:45:14 PM]  Charlotte: what has happened then?

[12/15/2006 10:45:17 PM]  Co...: nevertheless, I have also the bank told, that I have from January job

[12/15/2006 10:45:29 PM]  Co...  tell I you then

[12/15/2006 10:45:35 PM]  Charlotte: please

[12/15/2006 10:46:02 PM]  Charlotte: I have you nicely Cornelia and I feel with you

[12/15/2006 10:46:08 PM]  Charlotte: but this had to come so

[12/15/2006 10:46:55 PM]  Co...: I also love you.  what would act me without you I do not know anyhow?  it is a little bit miraculous (with all shit all around) that you in mine live are.

What I did not know was, that the wedding, - a house wedding - ordered was already in Dr. W. Home in Pon...

So she still meant, I may not condemn them, never leave which I be would had … like!  In addition, away she was again.

Then at the beginning of January came the mail in which she employs the consideration to marry Dr. W... because he has some savings and hopes them that he would soon die:

C....  R...  "C...R...@bonbrook.de> wrote:

The number is 0027 - 76 - 547......

Maybe it spends thus a cheap dialling code of Austria I look immediately sometimes.

<http://www.billiger-telefonieren.at/> here maybe.

In the rear column, you can click South Africa Mobile...  I have received a rate 10.40 cents the minute, with the dialling code in 1008

Yes, I see the E... quite regularly... he is dear to me and, moreover, only with one here now and again in German can speak.  I want to clear him also not so rough, after he has mailed the 10,000 euros to me.  It has been quite nice.

He behaves.... still wants to marry me and sometimes I think, why not really.  Then save I me a lot of money and if I have some air, I can still clear out.

What I have still considered, - do not laugh now... I am just simply a creature. Maybe any stroke of fate overtakes him as soon as possible.  I think same that he drinks... and a lot.  In the morning quite severe red wine and apparently already during many years.

Nevertheless, in addition hypertension.... could clap.

Moreover, he is not at all aggressive, even if he has drunk what.

In the safe lie 200,000 euros and at the bank, also a few talers... nothing would be?

If nothing becomes, I can disappear, nevertheless... marries there or here.

Well - these are only thus my considerations.

Thank you for the Addi of the Weirather... of course I send their immediately an application.

I have committed myself to nothing at all, and if I am away, I am away... what they already want to make.

I look sometimes whether I with do concentric again in the forum.

Now go I first under the douche.  to me the water runs only thus under it.

See you later my sweetness

C ….

 
Remake: talers = Old German coins

At the end of January, the phone rings and she told me indignantly that it has fled from SATURDAY.  Dr. W … would have shot in the Country lodge, so in public, from jealousy, at them.  I was shocked.  Now according to your report he would be in police safekeeping, and friends would have brought it to the airport Johannesburg (250 miles).  I had such pity on the girl because she had managed, nevertheless, the last time nothing a lot and now still the physical threat.  Further, she still reported he is an alcoholic and she would have only remained because she would have used, nevertheless, the money.  Yes, he has promised her monthly alimentation, so that it could finance her house in Pl., unfortunately, with the job it has become nothing.  Who takes amiss me that I was in bewilderment and startled?  Moreover, the fact that I have every word really believed that she told?  I was so fully compassion as seriously the poor girl, nevertheless, repeatedly had.

Remark:  The image of the Zurich lake which Marco F. a manager SRG on the occasion of a*Job interview* has made.